Diary of an Overweight Mom: Stomach Virus HITS

Ugh—just as I committed myself to starting a low-carbohydrate plan, just as I finished my first batch of eggs, it happened. A stomach virus hit, and for two days I was sick as a dog. The good news is I came out of it three pounds lighter. The bad part is I’m back at square one with my healthy eating plan. One of my best friends just started Jenny Craig. I’m happy for her. Having done Jenny Craig myself, I know the food is really tasty. But with a family to cook for, that’s just not an option for me … Continue reading →

Diary of an Overweight Mom: I’ve Become THAT Woman

I realized today that I’m THAT person; you know the type—she talks about her weight. She complains about her weight. She jokes about her weight. She resolves to lose the excess weight. She doesn’t lose the weight. Ever. Okay, maybe a pound or two or five here and there but that’s it. I remember in my thin days, when I was 21 and had recently shed about 50 pounds, I worked with a woman who was “that” woman.” She didn’t have much weight to lose, but she always claimed to be on a diet. And she always stayed the same … Continue reading →

Diary of an Overweight Mom: Meat Roll Ups and…Chocolate??

Something happened today. Something I’m not proud of. Something I’m ashamed of. It’s my dirty little secret of the day and I’m sharing it with you, so that you can make a wiser choice and avoid my mistake. THIS is why I give the warning to everyone—do not start a drastic weight loss plan when the holidays are near. Today I decided to get back on track. I decided to dive back into the dieting arena, to throw off the carbohydrate gloves and to try to eat more vegetables and lean protein. I did great—until my son went to school … Continue reading →

Diary of an Overweight Mom

Morning weight: 182.4 Uh-oh. The scale is once again moving in the wrong direction. And with the holidays sneaking up on us faster than a bolt of lightning, I’m a little scared. The weather is crisp here in California, which usually makes me want to bake, to indulge in sinful goodness and wrap myself in a cozy blanket. And, as the scale has revealed, I’ve done just that the past few weeks. Luckily for me, the weather is supposed to climb back in into the 80’s by the end of the week, which will ultimately leave me wishing for vegetables … Continue reading →

Diary of an Overweight Mom: Spousal Competition

This morning I awoke to my daughter slamming doors. I rolled over, intending to come eye to eye with my husband. But the bed was empty. As usual. No, it’s not for the reasons you may think. I didn’t send him to the couch after a fight. He didn’t willingly sleep in another room. He slept in our bed. But he got up early—he went to the gym. It’s not the first time either. My husband has been going to the gym (which happens to be located directly downstairs from us) nearly every morning for the past few weeks. In … Continue reading →

Diary of an Overweight Mom: Here I go again

What is it with me and baking at the exact moment I “decide” to start a low-carb plan again? Seriously—it’s like a disease. I do this nearly every time I’ve resolved myself to get healthy—fit—and thin. I wake up, know I am going to eat eggs for breakfast, then immediately dive into the flour. Today I made a delicious Greek yellow cake (I’ll be posting the recipe on the Food blog later). The question is, WHY did I make the cake? Why didn’t I hear the inner voice inside my head, screaming, “Put the mixer down. Put it down and … Continue reading →

Diary of an Overweight Mom: I’m Peeved

If you’ve been following my diary, you may know that I’m trying to lose about 40 pounds or so. I am indeed an overweight mom. I’ve faced my own self-esteem issues more than I’ve faced scrutiny from others, but still, I’ve gotten my fair share of “you poor thing” looks when I’m talking about weight. Today I read a great blog by Myra Turner, one of our Parents bloggers. If you haven’t seen it, you’ve got to check it out. It talked about being too fat to have a baby. This is an issue that is near to my heart. … Continue reading →

Diary of an Overweight Mom—Back From “Vacation”

In case you’ve been following my blog and wondering where I’ve gone, let me tell you. I’ve been on vacation. No, not the glorious vacation I’m dreaming about right now—the one that consists of me, alone, on a deserted beach with only a book, a basket full of fruit, and a thousand dolphins in my site. I’m talking about a weight loss vacation. Life got the better of me the past few weeks. I needed to decompress. Sometimes we all need this. Women today wear a lot of hats. Sometimes those hats can weigh us down and sometimes, they even … Continue reading →

Diary of an Overweight Mom: Day 21—I’ve Got a Challenge For You

Morning Weight: Too much Okay, here’s the scoop. I’m going downhill fast, kind of like a train that’s fallen off the tracks and is quickly speeding into a field of tall, hard trees. When I stopped posting my food journal for you to see, I also stopped writing it down for me to see. The result? I’ve skipped accountability. And skipped accountability has resulted in needless snacking, too-large portions, and unhealthy meal choices. So—here’s my challenge, for me and also for my readers. I’d like you to either post a comment at the bottom of this article or visit the … Continue reading →

Diary of an Overweight Mom: Day 20—Already?

Morning Weight 180.2 Hello 180’s, old buddy, old pal. I knew I’d see you again. Blah! Yep, I’m back in the 180’s. It stinks. How did I reach day 20 already? I thought by day 20 I’d be nearly ready for that string bikini I’ve been eyeing. Okay, not really, but still, I sure hoped to be “down” more than five pounds. Alas, such is my fate—or is it? I’m going to watch The Biggest Loser tonight. Which means I will inevitably realign my goals, will swear to myself that tomorrow I will get truly serious. And in all likelihood, … Continue reading →