Going to your first chemotherapy is a very scary day. When you walk in you see other patients who are further along in their treatments than you, and you cannot help but feel scared of the reality you see in their eyes. Before you got the cancer diagnosis did you see a cancer patient and automatically feel bad for them? Now the realization that you are now the one that people will feel bad for makes a sick feeling in your stomach. The patients in the chemo room look at you and smile, or do the head nod but you … Continue reading →